Update

So, I really suck at keeping things updated, so here it goes:


-I turned 24 on January 24th. Not really a big deal. Had sushi with the boys (tres yummy!) and then steak the next day. Got an external hard drive for work purposes, which is AWESOME. I had filled my drive on my Powerbook.
-I went to visit my friend Sara in Pennsylvania from the 26th to Feb 2. I was surprised at how pretty PA really is. I was great seeing her, although I really missed Matt. Will go into more details about the trip (with a pic or two) in later post.
-Got back from vacation, and had anxiety attack. These are starting to come way too frequently. Finally decided I had enough of being a nut job, so I called my EAP (Employee Assistance Program) to see if I could see a shrink. They sent me to a therapist who wanted me to try some crazy biofeedback crap while we relived the traumatic events in my life. No thanks. I am not going back to her. Hell, I’ve had depression since puberty; I don’t really want to go back there. What I have is an actual medical condition. I want to see a doctor to see if I need to be on meds. So, called back EAP and they agreed with me. Tomorrow will be spent trying to get into a psychiatrist sometime in the near future. If he or she thinks I don’t need to be on any meds-awesome. But I’m tired of being sad all the time. I’ve been trying to make some positive lifestyle changes, and this is one. 🙂
-Business has been going slow. I’ve had zero motivation to do anything. Except last night. Created another baby announcement. Eventually I’ll get the website up so you all can see them.
-Have resolved to not complain about my job.